Why am I the girl on fire? While
you are swimming in the sea? You found
so many creatures and sea monsters that swallow men whole.
You take and take and take and now I am empty. Empty is a state
of mind.
Give me, give me, give me all of it. All
of you. I just want all of it. Why don't
you think I deserve this? I fucking deserve this.
Your scent, your skin, your voice. Get out of my head. I'm
trying to sleep.
I don't want to hear it! As I sleep with
my ears wide open.
You throw rocks at me with your knuckles stained with blood.
Do you always hit this fucking hard?
You knew there was a map to your heart and you let me get
blisters
on my feet from walking through the woods at
night.
You tell me not to beg. Begging is for the weak.
But isn't that what you made me?
The only time you like my mouth is when it's on you.
Didyouforget?
I squeeze your hand three times. I know you felt it three times.
You let
go three times. Three times is how many
times you slept with her wasn't it?
I close my eyes and count to ten. "ready or not here I come
"
Your whereabouts are unknown. Read at 12:53 a.m.
You were all of my and I was your nothing.
I was somebody when I met you and then I became somebody's
somebody.
But you had so many bodies didn't you?
You cause fires and flames don't go unnoticed. You didn't burn
down my
entire forest and I will bloom again. This time I will be the storm.
The hurricane that leaves your flames dim and weak.
You won't see Me coming.
You will longer watch me burn
Because I am a Phoenix that will rise from my ashes. I. Will.
Rise.
And you will choke on my dust with a lighter tightly gripped to your side
because you think no one can see it.